Arbaaz Khan and Malaika Arora’s decision to separate was a major jolt for fans. The estranged couple came together on several occasions, sparking rumours of a reconciliation, but Arbaaz and Malaika put those rumours to rest when they filed for divorce. And this May, the ex-couple was granted divorce.

And two months after their divorce, Malaika for the first time has opened up on her divorce with ex-husband Arbaaz in an interview to Mid-Day.

Talking about her equation with Arbaaz, Malaika told the daily, “Arbaaz and I have known each other all our lives. It was emotionally difficult, but we haven’t really talked about it because we are private individuals. He is very important to me. No matter what happens or where life takes us, Arbaaz will always be integral to my life.”

However, their divorce hasn’t stopped Malaika and Arbaaz from being cordial to each other. Despite the divorce, Malaika and Arbaaz make a point to be a part of each other’s happiness. From birthday parties to family vacations, they are often spotted together. “Arbaaz is a part of my family, the father of my child. Certain equations don’t change overnight. The things that happened should remain between us. It’s personal. We don’t have to prove anything to anybody. (Meeting Arbaaz) makes my son happy, and that makes me happy. Come on! For Amu (sister Amrita Arora Ladak), he’s like a brother, and he is a son to my parents. What happened is between us,” she added.

Malaika also said that separation has not been easy for her, but at the same time, it made her stronger. “I didn’t feel the need to talk about what’s happened the last few years because the people who need to know, already do. Life has a way of making things fall into place, teaching you and making you stronger. One day you are sitting in your bed and thinking, sh** man! What am I going to do? Everything is just falling apart! You feel like there is no hope and you’ve reached the end of the road. But then life challenges you. It pushes and tests you, but also prepares you for whatever lies ahead. I definitely feel stronger,” said Malaika.

However, the 41-year-old actor says that she is currently at peace with herself. “I have seen ups and downs and experienced turmoil, but I am at peace now,” she said.